My life won't get smooth~
I'm really speechless right now...
But I'm still blogging...
because there is too much things in my brain...
If I were to pour out what's in my head...
This page is gonna be full of words...

I thought i would live a happy life after this...
but things couldn't turn up...
I just don't understand you...
and so do u...
We both don't understand each other...
and the prob is I want to know you more...
and I want you to understand me...
But all what I should do is to keep everything in my heart~
All I know is hurt...
I feel my heart breaking into pieces...
I'm just too stupid...
Just call me an idiot...
I would admit that...
cause I'm a real idiot...
fooling myself around yet continue to fool...
know what I will get at the end of the day...
yet still putting hope and making myself hurt even more.

I don't need anyone to understand me now...
Cause there is no point for me to pour it out...
Noone can help me except myself..
So why trouble people around...
and...
I already give up our friendship...
I just think too much...
You care so much bout others but why not me...
I'm tired...You won't know who I'm talking about...
And I wouldn't tell who...
What for...
Our friendship is a past...
Don't ever look backward...
I'm just disappointed with all my ex-best friends~
Bye to you all...
I need to promise myself not to find you guys anymore...
I'm sorry...
Maybe I'm the one who change...
Going to put a full stop in the story of you and me...
Do take care,all my friends~

Just kill my heart~
So that I don't have the heart anymore...
No need get hurt and spoil my whole day~
No heart to love~
No heart to hate~

I'm back to my blog...
I'm just got nothing to update myself...
My life is as usual so suck~
Broken heart still can be broken?
How could it be possible?
I've told myself not to love others...
But see what am I crapping in this blog~
All about love~
BULLSHIT!!
How to stop loving someone?
How to stop caring someone?
Am I that bad?
I'm just too tired of being too good to others~
Always trying to be bad...but I have no idea~
You suck~siu siu suck~
Off to class~

Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true...

My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving. I Love You!

Kiss me and you shall see stars, love me and I'll give them to you.

I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...

You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart... I Miss You

I just want one more day with you
I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

World of Lies
Put on your pretty face when your soul is rotten
Smile wide when your heart is bruised and broken
We play the role when the stage is calling us
To wear the mask of false reality
Put on your colors when you feel they’re bleached away
Sneer at those passing by when your wanting them to stay
We walk to the crowd and do what we must
The show must go on for eternity

A nice poem...So true...

Tomoro is my exam...
And i HAVEN'T touch yet...
Shit larh..
Till the last minute still don't want study..
Friends not going for exam tomoro...
Really don't feel like sitting for exam at all..
Damn F*** la...Y must be on sunday?
Y must drag the exam so long?

Can I have a better mood now?
Mood ain't feeling nice at all...
Confess?No love life anymore la..
Tired...All I know about love is...
LOVE= HURT

I want to tell you how I feel...
But I don't know why I can't...
I can call dear,babe all whatsoever to my friends...
But not u?I don't know whyy
I feel so awkward...damn it...
I wish to hug you right now...as a friend...
But you're not here...
I asked you whether u miss me?
But to my surprise you say u do...
But do you feel the same way as I do?
I really wish to know how much i mean to you and yr heart...
At night every time before I sleep I will think of you...
How nice IF I were there to see u sleep...
and be the first when u open yr eyes the next morning...
I know you don't really know english...
But I still wants to write...
Cause I don't want you to know what is happening in my heart~
IF and IF...Don't think too much dude~

SHITTT~watch too much love movies...
This is the outcome...haha...

I love myself~

Very very bu shuang~
Very very not in a mood la~
SHIT~
Feel like scolding all the stupid bad words!!!
But scold can feel better not?
got other things that can make someone feel better?
no smoke?haha...
Don't know why,I watch what movie also don't feel comfortable...

The worst feeling is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned...

我会说千言万语 的谎言只是为了让你高兴。是一个好的主意吗？我生活在这个世界上只是为了让人们微笑。我不在乎我受到伤害。我只希望我身边的人也能幸福。

English:I would just lie a thousand words just to make you smile...I'm always here to make others smile even though it might hurt myself..

有些事情是更 好，如果我们不知道。爱一个人不是握着他的手，不放手，而是让他们找到自己的幸福。

English: Somethings are better left unknown.And if you really love someone is not only holding their hand tightly but also let go their hand so they can find their own happiness ..

我想你，但我不敢告诉你，因为会令你大吃一惊。万一你避开我?我是一个大笨蛋~lalala

English: I miss you so much but I'm scare to tell you cause it will give u a big surprise...and what if you know i miss you so much and you tried to avoid me?I'm an idiot~lalala

不知不觉我又想她了!!
I can't and I can't!
No more thinking please..
Will only bring suffer and pain in future...
I can be happy if I were to stay single...lol..

Can't wait to go for a trip...
This time my sis will follow along :) for the first time...
Will create a memory cause we haven't been close before...
I don't know why i so like my sis now..haha

Want to update a lot of times already...
but I'm to lazy to do anything~
And this few days back I know someone from fb...
I've been chatting with her after that...
Until now...
And I don't know why I care her so much...
When I shouldn't...
And I will just treat her as a normal normal friend...
As I already lost trust in true relationship...
But this friend of mine...at least will make my day...
Make my day worse~哈哈

Yesterday have dinner with per...BBQ plaza...
But I don't know how to 享受 the food...Haha...
Play basketball after that...was fun...
but it wasn't my day...
Shoot like shit only...
But I still enjoy it...
Hope sunday can play again :)